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Gender: Female
Interests: friendz»music»love»singing»song writing»makeup»art»etc...
Expertise: singing»song writing»makeup artistry
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
9/12/2005
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 An update of me lol. (And before I had my wood beads :P hehe) <33 | | |
| Haha....yeeaaah...
I said I would update and I didnt. My bad Smile666! lol. oh well. ssooo
merry xmas and happy new year to all of you out there that bother
reading my xanga anymore! hah! Um... so latest news iiiiss:
Goin to Honolulu HAWAII! for 2 weeks starting in Feb. (Maybe even longer? IF my mama can change it. Cauz its already booked.)
Bf got his custom electric geeeeeetar! and a sweet amp with drum&bass loopz of many genres in it.
Working on songs...As always! Currently working on= Disgrace, Bounce.
AvoJuice by OPI is AWESOME. Very good lotion! I bought the Coconut
Melon one and the Key Lime one! Though I like all the scents lol.
They're bright&colorful and smell bold of yummies! Retrieve @ Hair
Sensations.
Diggin the beads lately. Have a bunch of wood bead necklaces strung with random other beads that a colored.
Ate at G&Ps for the first time with my hunny! It was very good! but
expensive. But I won a $75 gift certificate for there. We were seated
at the bar...lol. Perhaps they thought we were 19? lol. Could be I
guess. Cauz Kenz is always mistakened for being older than he is. And I
can make myself look older with my "skills" of doing makeup.
Anywayz I cant think of anything else right now. So perhaps I will update later. lol. take care & peace outtie. xoxo <33
Your friend, an artist in the making:
Akiko.
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| Wow,
I haven't written in a long while. Latest stuff is looking/going to job
interviews, got my pay check from body scents, working out quite a bit,
hangin with my bf aannd its H's and N's B-DAY! aaw i wish i could of
got out to H's place for their party last night.. H was sad that i
couldnt come.. :S oh well i'll just have to hang out with him and make
it extra special to make up for it all! I now have like 5 or 6 ppl who
want to be models for my makeup artistry portfolio. It's pretty sweet.
And I am workin on another song lol. What a surprise hey? Either going
to GP for my b-day or xmas. If I go at xmas then i get to go wit
Spike's fam and shop in tha West Ed Mall! (Soundin pretty sweet lol)
but if I go on my b-day then i get to see Spike even sooner! Uh, help
which one should i go!? Um... what else...not much really? Might go and
apply for Mount Sima. Worked their last year/season. It was awesome. My
dad says I should get my level 1 to be a snowboard instructor. I think
I should too, lol. Gonna push myself to be an even better boarder this
season. Every year is for improvement, right? And thats about all that
I can think of right at this moment. Not too exciting, see? Lol. Ah
well, watcha gon do bout it? NOFFIN. lol. Oh and one more thing... What
in tha world should I be for Halloween? lol. I was considering Betty
Boop.. But I'm not sure yet. Ugh, lol. I really hope that I get that
job too because then I'll have the money to go to vocal lessons! yay! I
did some searching and I found the best in town. And then maybe some
hiphop and belly dancing! WOO! its gonna be fun. And a really good
boost towards my singing career...chance. lol. And then I need to say
up for college! Makeup artistry! 
I'm so happy with the way my life is going so far. Hehe and in the
future, when my bf gets all his uni done, and me either being a singer
or a makeup artist, we should be doing fairly well. Infact we'll
probably be pretty damn wealthy between wat he wants to do and what i
want to do. But money aint everything at all. We both strongly believe
that if you're rollin in so much $dough$ that you should contribute
some to charities and such, to help bring equality and make the world a
better place. It's disgusting how so many of you people think that you
live a terrible life. Go to a 3rd world country where you are being
sold by your parents because thats simply the way of life, with no
shoes, wearing rags as clothes, drinkin dirty water, have eatin
absolutely NOTHING for tha past couple days, with barely any shelter
working for Nike making 1 cent a day or being a child prostitute making
the same wage. Then tell me your life is shitty. Those seem
unimaginably terrible situations, but they are FACTS, shit like that
still exists. But I doubt that a lot of you ignorant assholes even
realize it, or say that you do but dont actually absorb it in your
stupid, thick, egotistical head. Thats why if I making a lot of money
doing whatever I do, I am gonna help those poor people out. They
deserve to live tha same as us. Dont go crying to me cauz you dont have
enough money to buy certain clothes or whatever. Cauz I will look at
you like you are the biggest, fattest, ugliest loser ever to exist. And
I would pretty much be damn right. Don't get me wrong I do like nice
things and a lot of them are expensive. But theres no way that I would
even WISH to have 10 cars and a house thats like a freakin castle. Big
house, couple nice cars n stuff=good. But what in the name of hell
would make me think that i need 10 cars if I'm probably not even gonna
drive em all, and a house that I can't even clean on my own? Yeh, fuck
your couch if you want somethin like that. You're unrealistic, and a
FAT LOSER. Fat ppl aint bad, but its undesirable for all you losers who
only TRULY have their eye on the riches and the fame and the media. If
I make a lot of money will I buy some nice expensive things, yes. Will
I keep all the money to myself, no. Do I have any desire to share a lot
of my money with the world, f*ck yes, the world needs to be better for
ALL the ppl who live in it. Why do I wanna be a famous singer or makeup
artist? Because I want to be well-known. I want everyone to be able to
look and listen to my stuff, my talent. I want everyone to be aware of
me, my work and my inspiration, because I'm not your "diamonds and
pearls seeking" kind of person. I'm an artist, not a gold digger. I
think that I have what it takes to make real fans. Fans who love
my work and not so much my image. Anywayz that's my lil blerb. ttys,
I'll write more later. xoxo peace! <33
Your friend, an artist in the making:
Akiko.
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Tonight..
I have learned that family is so important. And as much as mine seemed
to dislike me tha past year...and early this evening...They don't. They
want me to be more invovled with tha family and do my part around tha
house because I'm no longer their baby gurl. I am a young adult...Well
I mean I'll always be their "baby gurl" but not literally. Anywayz, yes
I did a lot of work for them in tha past and sometimes it seemed like I
was a Cinderella.. But I have been gone for a long time and they had to
do all tha work themselves. We haven't talked for a long time like
other normal families do.. But tonight they discussed their concern. So
I feel and hope that we will become closer, with a little bit more
effort on both sides. I went and watched a movie with them instead of
pissing off into my cave. lol. It was good. Not much talking, but we
were all together, in the same room, near each other. I tried saying
goodnight to them thru their door but I dont think that they heard me..
Oh well. "Deafness" is never gonna change lol. But I feel better.. And
have this nice, warm, fuzzy feeling of being content inside. I dunno...
Sitting down and talking about our concerns and hearing that my parents
actually want to communicate with me and love me felt really good. And
for a while I was starting to lose faith that they wanted anything to
do with me. So things are going well so far. And hopefully they will
stay well, or get even better. I love them so much. With all my heart.
I guess everyone needs to hear that their loved by someone sometimes. I
mean my bf tells me he loves me everyday. But I needed to hear it from
my parents a lot. Haven't communicated since tha summer.. and barely
any during my last year in high school. **sigh of relief** I'm really
tired now.. Cauz I am soo relaxed. A build up of emotion was let out
and now im relieved...content...happy. I'll write more later on
tonight. xoxo peace! <3333
Me:
Akiko. | | |
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So
I have decided that if I become famous, I am going to come out with a
Clothing&Cosmetics line that could be potentially called
"Candylicious Glamour". haha shortened to "CGC". The last "C" will
stand for Clothing or Cosmetics depending on what the item is.
Anywayz...ttyl...xoxo peace! <3
Your friend, an artist is the making:
Akiko. | | |
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